Pus in a Pimple.

I had a bizarre dream last night. The most memorable part of the dream was me looking in a mirror and seeing a huge pimple of my cheek. I squeezed the pimple, and pus came oozing out. Gross, right?

I believe that dreams are often messages that the Universe sends us — it’s up to us to decode them Or, we can do what I often do: scour the internet for what other folks have to say.1

So, according to the Dream Moods website, “To dream that you are popping a pimple indicates that some negative emotion needs to be expressed…These emotions that you are holding back are on the verge of erupting.” Interesting.

According to the Dream Meaning website, “Dreaming about squeezing or popping your pimples in the dream indicates that you need and express your negative emotions.” Again, interesting.

Even more interesting, according to the Dream Interpretation website, “If you see suppuration from a pimple in your dream, it means that problems will disappear, misunderstandings will reveal.

Okay. None of these interpretations are anything mind blowing or anything I didn’t already think about upon reflecting on my dream this morning. But it’s very telling, in light of the internal emotional struggles I’ve been writing about here — with which I have been wrestling for years.

It’s been over three years since the infamous break up and I am still in my head about it. I only hope that this dream is the Universe’s way of showing me that the negative emotions (that are definitely affecting me spiritually and physically) are being expressed. Digressing a bit, I think that this blog is one of the ways in which I have been able to express my emotions about it in a coherent way. I am telling my story to the world, for all intents and purposes, and all things considered. I needed a release.

So, that’s it. I have to further reflect on ways in which I can release the negativity in my life, and make it disappear — like pus in a pimple.

Gross, but, it is what it is.

And I have a lot of thinking to do.